She's so innocent, she's so cute, she's funny, and smart. The things she says sometimes amazes me. I love to show her off to everyone and if they don't smile and react in a loving way then there must be something wrong with them, I want everyone to see what I see when I look at her, I love her soooo much.
I can not even imagine what my life would be without her, I don't want to ever know. I would die for her in an instant no questions asked.
I am so consumed with horrible thoughts every day of fear for her safety, I swear it's a wonder how the first parent in the world ever let there child go, my husband and I always joke how we are not letting her out of the house until she's 40. Don't touch that, don't go near that, don't jump on the bed, no no no, I should just record it and play it over and over again!
I want the best for her, I want her to have everything. I don't care what she is when she gets older as long as she really truly is happy, and healthy. I want to be able to give her everything without some magazine telling me I am doing it wrong and I am going to turn her into some wackadoo when she gets older.
I am worried about the day when someone hurts her, I now, as a parent know the ability to hunt, injure and kill anything that comes near my young and causes harm. I pray no one ever does!
If you have a child you know what I mean, if you don't someday maybe you will.
I would not change anything about her or the fact that I feel all these things, because that is what makes me a parent and someday I will have to let her go, on her own, into the world with all of you.
so if you see her, be good to her, she could be a mom, a sister, an aunt, your friend, whoever she is I ask of you this one thing, just watch over her for me, when I am not there!
Thanks in advance for your help!